hellos everybody!

wells the weekends were pretty nice,
different from all those other normal ones.

saturday had past vs present,
well i had hell alot of fun!

hahas and we got to the finals,
2nd!
(:
REDS.

and this yr present dominated the captains' ball,
after many many yrs!
hahas.
i was happy
(:

later we went to town,
bathe in school.
and we got locked in!
hahas!
thankfully mr tan opened the gate!
otherwise it'll have been dreadful staying in school,
hahas perhaps fun?
but no never.
hehs.

had dinner at dover.
bussed to town,
snr nicolette got all the stuffs she wanted.

it was late,
so we were comtempleting whether to go snr julia's house.
but thankfully we didn't.
hahas cos i was dead tired.

i missed ballet tht day
):

the next day was pretty fine,
woke up rather late,
finally a day to catch up on my slp lost the past two weeks.

went out about 2,
met natalie and jing wen.
cos i had complimentary passes,
which expired on tht day.

so i treated those two girls to the movie,
nacho libre.

hahas they were pretty shy though,
keep giggling to themselves,
hahas silly.

walk around.
got home soon after.

did some hw and stuffs.
and off to bed.

today was pretty fine as well.
lit in the morning,
hahas me and salad were practically sewing our shirts.
heh heh heh.

then was maths,
mr neo changed my place,
yet agn,
but i'm fine with it.

then was the many other subjects,
and then school ended.

hahas snr kimberley brought a really scrumptious lunch!
thanks soo much! (:

which reminds me,
i've no idea what to bring on friday,
faints.
hahas anyways,

the food was delicious.

soon was training.
so we somewhat trained in the drizzle.
hahas i sort of like the china people,
hahas they help me to improve my not so good chinese.

hahas so anws training was pretty slack,
and weird.
hehs.

yeaps,
mummy fetched me home.
attempting to make some brownies now,
however my brownies these few days have been like shit.
damnit,
hahas oh wells,
back to baking,

ttfn!(:

snr kimberley! hahas hello you sucker! NOT! hahas idiot see you! (:

okie dokies hello! (:

wells oh wells ytd was fine,
and it was only made good cos of the musical.
school was pretty boring,
another mundane day.

tzone duty was not as boring though,
which was good as well
(:

later played a very little captains' ball though my sprained ankle,
wells slightly sprained one.
but yeahs it was pain.

mummy came to pick me soon and i got to my sister's school quickly as the musical started at 6.30.
wells i thought it was really good,
the acting, cherographing, sequence, everything!
hahas really nice, almost perfect (:
so it wasn't a waste of my time
(:
from Eve to Mary.
walking with women

got home pretty late,
i was pretty shagged.

today was yet another mundane day,
pretty slack though.
had lit,
was boring.

then was pe,
i did not take it yet agn,
cos of my ankle which was kinda okay alr actually,
anws.

then was home economics,
nasi lemak- it was so-so.
soon was chinese,
then sch ended.

a million sorries to you all for not bringing any food!
gosh i'm so darn sorry!
dun worry it won't happen agn next week,
i assure (:

then was town with salad and snr yujia.
wells i spent quite a sum,
so tml no spending alr.

got home pretty late though.
rather tired now,
going slp soon.

past vs present tml.
til then,
ttfn (:

cheryl koh! HEY DARLING! I LOVE YOU MORE MORE AND MOST! (:

so yes i've sprain my ankle AGAIN.
damnit.

freaking pain can.
but oh wells i've only got my clumsy self to blame, yet agn.

let's see,
i rmb vividly tht monday was a pretty hectic day for me.

can't rmb in detail,
but it was pretty rubbish i know.
after school had tht entreprenuership thing agn,
so i skipped training.

wells i must say about 3 teams were pretty good,
ac barker won though.
but they were really good.

got back to school soon,
had some little captains' ball then home.


tuesday was much better.
it was rather relaxed,
and most imptly it had chapel,
my love
(:

after school was pretty much nothing.
snr julia brought those pizza,
which were damn yummy
(:

then i went to haagen daaz with fenny
(:
ate and studied a little there,
well to her study but me slp.
cos silly fenny did not wake me up!

so i got home pretty early tht day,
but i wasted my time,
as usual.

today was fine though,
all the test though,
yikes, i dread!
but they turned out just fine
(:

after school had a friendly with bukit panjang government high,
fairfield won (:
but darn,
i sprained my ankle,
i'm damn sad larh!
of all times,
now.
):

so yeahs but i think it'll be alright,
i iced it.
just a little aggravated it.


off to bathe and sleep now,
ttfn! (:

a pretty long day i had today.
waking up at 6.30 on a saturday morning sure kills.
so i got up then,
then i got school pretty early today.

last night i felt really sick.
gosh i almost fainted in my slp,
hmms in tht sense,
really.

my body felt weak, really really weak.
then i vividly rmb i was sweating like some mad shit.
then later i tried to slp to avoid the pain.
then i almost puke.
but nah in the end i was fine,
strange i know.

anws so i was saying,
got to sch.
left soon for singapore poly

then we had the presentation,
boy did i sure kinda screw up,
whatevers, it's over.

then i got home.
comtempleting whether to go out or stay home and catch a nap.
so i stay home to catch a nap instead,
and i'm sure glad i did.

overslept and was almost late for ballet.
ballet soon ended,

quarelled with my mummy.
got to the house pretty late.

i did have my share of fun though i must say.
and gosh the house is really nicely renovated.
it has this glam in it,
oh wells.

left pretty late,
wenyao's daddy was so damn nice.
he came to send not wenyao but me, mel and cedric home
hahas now tell me how nice is tht!

so today is tiffany's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! ((:
enjoy ur day alright!
with much love!
(:

wels so i guess i'll be going church tml,
combined service.
gotta get going now then,
town with the others tml.
(:

ttfn! (:

You're captivating my soul

snr julia! hey you, idiot! hahas cos i had smtg on, REAL SORRY! (: wells oh wells, but i'm going with you all tml! but i think you're not coming though. hahas but oh wells i guess you very much don't really care about my presence so yeah. hahas! see you then! I LOVE YOU! (:

wells oh wells,
so to continue my post on from just now,
technically,
ytd.

after school was pretty busy/ hectic.
wells oh wells.

firstly had council meeting,
then was netball photo taking,
i thought it was pretty fun though.
hehs.

later was the presentation to mr lim.
oh gosh.
it's like not really ready yet.

and tml tml is the day!
hahas gosh i'm so going to screw up larh!
prob just laugh and spoilt everything!
GAGS.

wells so we finished the presentation and stuffs quite late.
then i just the rest for lunch,
heh i brought instant noodles,
and a kettle!

hahas oh yeahs and i scalded my hand!
due to my carelessness
):
but no worries it's fine now.


so a little taiti after tht,
then was captains' ball after tht.
but i'm still loving it.

then i quickly rushed to annabel's house to complete up everything!
hehs got home about twelve midnight.

wells tml tml!
i soo must not screw up.
nah urh.

oh wells i'm so troubled.
tiffany's birthday is in,
TOMORROW!
and yet i've got nothing up for her!
i feel so sad!
it's like i've just been ever so busy,
haiz.
i so wanted to make it special but sadly.

ohs wells darling,
i'll promise you i'll make it up to you!
ONE DAY.
when i'm free-er,
okays?
I LOVE YOU! (:

oh gosh look at the time!
i should be asleep now!
hahas gotta wake up 6.30 tml,
faints.
tatas then!
(:

You made all things new

natalie! hey dearie! hahas see you ard (:

tahas so it's home economics now,
sadly there's no cooking.
):

anws i feel these few days been pretty good!
and mean really good (:

God is good all the time,
He put a song of praise in this heart of mine.

so yeap i last stopped of at wednesday
yes.

so the first best thing that happened to me was,
the musical tickets i bought for $15,
were sold away!

so they had to compensate me with $50 tickets!
hahas now isn't tht good?
(:

yes tht was during geog.
later was science.
mrs ho didn't come.
so it was playtime for me.

HAHS!
then came maths,
and english,
and finally chinese.

after sch i went with salad to anchorpoint.
she needed get smtg,
so we ate subway.

quickly rushed back to sch.
then had a friendly with clementi town.
fairfield won(:
YAYS.

after tht was captains' ball agn,
then home (:

the next day was pretty fine as well.
it was really slack,
as always.

then was chinese,
science,
maths,
eng,
and then lifeskills.

remedial actually.
typical of mr neo to steal our clas contact time for he's maths.
hehs.

after sch did nothing much,
practically wasted TWO hours of my life there rotting,
doing duty actually.
i wasn't even allowed my cards.
hehs.

so it ended soon,
after a REALLY LONG time.

then i played cards,
then captains' ball.

then home it was,
thankfully mummy came to fetch me,
i was dead tired.

went to ntuc about 9 plus to get the stuffs for today,
heh and i SOOO REGRETTED brining only $10?
I FORGOT!

so i couldn't get my all time favourite,
uncle toby's mango & passionfruit!
and they were freaking on offer!
gags.


yeaps slept pretty late.

today's been fine so far,
lots of test,
lit,
home economics,
and chinese to come.

i skipped pe today, wasn't in the mood.

so yeaps i see a long day after this!
hahas!
phototakings,
presentations,
and BLAHS!

oh yeahs,
and i'm so bothered.
tiffany's birthday in TWO days time,
and i freaking dunno what to get her still.
HAIZ.

til then,
ttfn(:

jim! hey there jim.

xuening! hey darling! hahas you only come to my blog when they come larh you, bias shit. HAHS! anws hello! hahas see you, LATER (: loves!

jiaen! hahas hello you retarded assy! (:

cheryl koh! hahas hey you! hahas i'll see you soon! LOVES YOU! (: (:

HELLO! ((:

okays today was a pretty good day,
better then expected.
so i'm glad i'm came to school instead of staying home.
(:

so yeaps ytd was pretty fine as well i guess.
lessons wasn't THT bad.

2 hong kong guys came to join our class.
hahas chaucer and rocky.
i think their pretty funny.
HAHAS!

yeahs anws after sch was training.
i think it was pretty slack though.
hahas.
played street netball.
hahas i enjoyed the second game the most though.

uber uber fun!
hahsa with snr julia.
3/4 we were laughing not playing.
tht stupid ass.


so yeaps captains' ball after training.
fun.
(:
got home pretty late.
studied and fell asleep instead.

today was rather pleasant.
eng was good.
cos miss teo didn't come
:P
i was slping 3/4 the time.

later was chapel.
wasn't tht bad.
talked about fact from fiction?
hahas.
i dunno.
or ermm truth.
know the truth and the will set you free
(:

later was maths,
followed by lit,
then science
and finally geog

i thought today's lessons were pretty,
hmm fruitful
(:

later went to tzone.
then had nsw english.
completed the paper in 20mins
and off to lala land
(:

later tht went to see miss lee and mr neo.
well so i guess it's refresh button for me.
then played captains' ball.
just for a little while.

wells so i'm home now.
tatas!
i'm GOING to study
(:

ttfn(:

sherlyn! hahas hey you! well i wanted to drop by your house today! then i tried to call you so many times! but you nvr bring ur phone! hahas so oh wells, perhaps another day (: hahas no larh! not! see i nvr use it in this post (: i think hahas! wells see you girl! take care!

let's see,
oh yeah friday night,
snr gina called me pretty late in the night,
hahas just to pray for me.
i think it was really nice and sweet of her,
and somehow i felt her prayer really touched my heart.
thank you ever so much snr gina!
i love you.

so yeaps the next day had cip,
i woke up late as usual,
but none the less i was early.

so we set off to pasir ris park.
it was a pretty long journey i rmb,
so i slept in the bus.

those two naughty little rascals,
natalie and esther,
were secretly filming me.
nonetheless, i deleted it.
tahas!

so we started our cip at some disgusting beachy area.
i was disgusted at the sight of the many eeking crabs and mudskippers.
but yet i had a job to do,
so i had no choice but to clean up the disgusting area.

about 1 hour passed,
me xuening and salad,
being the three musketeers,
three best friends,
three super heroes
(not exactly super heros)
decided to do smtg.
and we dragged poor natalie along.

so off we went to venture out.
halfway out natalie got scared,
so xuening decided to bring her back.

me and salad waited at a junction for her.
soon tht girl came back really quickly
(being the fast runner she always is! hahas!)

yeah so we went off.
i can't say where due to limited restrictions here.
but we three know (:

on my way back,
i was like where's my ezlink card?
then just at tht point of time,
i was standing under a drain.

and i pulled out my wallet
and plopped my ezlink fell into the drain.
and mind you it's those BIG BIG kind of drains!

i was scared,
but i had to retrive it,
so i opened the drain.
and climb down the ladder into the drain.

it was a horrific experience,
the drain was DISGUSTING AND DIRTY AND DARK.

so yeah we quickly ran back to the area where everyone was.
soon after we left.

after we got back to sch,
we had lunch at dover.
later we went back to sch to play captain ball with the juniors.

it was pretty short though,
then i went to bathe.

soon after daddy came to pick me up as i had ballet.
so it was pretty tiring,
i was sleepy.

after ballet i was contemplating whether to go out,
but i felt bad if i didnt cos i promised i would alr,
so i went to meet the others.

they had dinner and later we decided to go to snr julia's house.
it was pretty fun,
playing cards.
being the asshole if not joker for almost all the rounds.

but at least i was king for one or maybe two or three times.
hahas!


so it was pretty late,
and me and snr nic were scared the last train would leave,
so we bloody ran from her house to the mrt station in 4 mins.

i was exhuasted, pretty much dying.
but nonetheless we caught the last train
(:
Thank God.


so had church early in the morning today.
i felt tht the video clip today they played really touched my heart.

it made me feel tht though i've lost myself,
though i've lost my laughter,
i would get it back one day.
i would be the person i used to be agn.

cos God loves me.
and he'll NEVER forsake me.
i was enlighten.


today's topic was also being close with God.
and it suddenly dawned on me tht i was drifting away from God.
i felt sad.

after church end,
i walked ard.
then i decided to do some quiet time with God,
thinking about all the things tht had happned during the course of week.

and i realised throughout all these,
i nvr stopped to pray to Him.
perhaps it was a test of faith,
of whether i would go to Him in my times of trouble and need.
cos He wants me to know He'll be there for me,
always.

i felt bad,
i felt as though i would rather go to my friends in times of trouble rather then Him.
and i know He wants me to cry to Him.

i was then comforted cos i knew He understood,
he cared.

later i went to annabel's place to do project.
half of the time my mind wasn't really concentrating,
still i managed to complete some work.

tml's going to be another day for me,
and it's going to be a good one.
off to do my hw,
eat,
and then slp.

ttfn!(:

and now my lifesong sings,
i wanna care for others like Jesus cared for me.

cheryl koh! triple loves ((:

sherlyn! hey there, well i'm really really really sorry i didn't drop by, wells i explain to you another time alrite? just tht things hasn't been going well for me lately. in fact it's been dreadful. wells oh wells will have our heart talk one day, then you'll understand. til then i'll see you soon! (: ttfn! (:

snr martha! hello! hahs alrites, thanks (:

snr xinyi! hahas hey there! yeah alrites i will, thanks! see i'm smiling. (((:

snr gina! LINKED! (:

well oh well.
so much for a better week,
not.

everything's just going the way it should,
or perhaps it's just me.

i dunno.

i'm just feeling not so good,
all the different emotions just stirring up in me.
it's driving me nuts; really.

but i guess this is LIFE,
and yes i've just gotta face yet another passing phase of it.

but i'm relly thankful to those who were here for me,
constantly cheering me up and stuffs.
oh yeah esp miss lee
(:

so yeahs what i've gotta do is look on the bright side,
things ain't tht bad afterall,
i guess.


so what's been my week was practically nothing i would consider really useful.
i did have my fun times though,
if any i could rmb.

the normal stuffs happened.
lessons as usual.
training after school and just hanging ard and stuffs.

i do miss the good old days though,
but it's a thing of ytd and but a sweet memory i look back on.

been failing all my test and stuffs,
getting the lowest,
feeling sucks.
but this is life.

oh wells.
cip tml.
i dun really have the mood for blogging so yeah,
ttfn(:

i worship you in spirit and in truth.

cheryl koh! thanks darling for always being here as well! i love you just ever so much! WITH MUCH LOVE! ((:

i'm so damnit pissed now,
urghs.

i could be at having so much fun now,
but no thanks to my mummy all tht's gone.

i'm so darn pissed.
):
THANKS ALOT MUMMY!
( notice the screaming sarcism!)

alrites thought it was time i blogged.
so yeah.

let's see been a pretty hmm not so good week i guess for me?
except for the many birthdays,
things were let's just say: not so good.

sunday was not to bad.
went to main service.
then fish &co. with my darlings.

later was present hunting for the many whose birthday was tht week.
IT SURE IS DIFFICULT LOOKING FOR OTHER PPLE'S PRESENT.
but i must admit it's pretty much fun
(:
esp with my girls.

yeah so left town pretty late.
and bed was a good medicine to cure all those
(:


monday was youth day.
town with my favourite salad.
hahas.

walked ALOT
AND ALOT!
i mean it.
thank goodness i wasn't wearing heels
(:

so it was pretty much shopping for others present.
hahas i must say it pretty much burnt a LARGE hole in my pocket!
triple hehs.

later met corinne &nic for dinner.
nic was late,
AS USUAL.

so yeah reached home about 10?

next day was sch.
BOY IT WASN'T GOOD.

really lessons were YUCKS.
really bad,
scoldings here there and here agn.

chapel was fine (:
the rest of the lessons sucked.

english &geog,
faints.
HATE 'EM.
not forgetting chinese &maths.

yeah after sch too was as well a pretty much boring one.
got home pretty early.
took a two hours nap.

was having a beautiful dream til ginyong had to call.
WORST THING: HE CALLED WRONG NUMBER.
so yeah did nothing much then back to slp.

wednesday was not tht fantastic as well.
lessons were bad as usual.
basically lessons hasn't been good for me since the of term three start so yeah.

after school had training,
physical.
but it wasn't tht bad.

then was captains' ball.
pretty much fine.

got home rather late
):
tired as usual.

oh yeah and it was natalie's day so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE ((:
hope you had fun darling!
(she had this really really pretty disney princess balloon, ah i really loved it! thank goodness she was natalie or i swear i would have stole it)

the next day wasn't tht much better.
lessons sucked the WORST.

after school had training,
pretty much slack.

but it was salad's day so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALAD! ((:

friday was at the very least better.
lessons were good.
reason being i didn't really exactly have lessons.

lit was like free period,
hahs.

then was PE!
it was fine larh.

then was HOME ECONOMICS (:
hahas was very much fun.
partnering barnabas sure is hmm interesting.
he's loves cooking, and talks about all those famous chefs.
so yeah at least i get entertained
(:

so we cooked mac &cheese,
hahas ours was the nicest okays!
really!

we both make good chefs
(:

hahas!

then school ended early,
cos of some moe thingy,
which was good (:

went to ikea then to tiong bahru.
lunch at ikea was alrite.
later mummy picked me up from tiong bahru.

cos it was timmy's birthday,
went to celebrate.
had a REALLY sumptous dinner
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY!
(:

today was alrites.
went to bugis first.
walked ard for awhile.
then i had to leave.

cos i had ballet.
today class was hmm fast?
hahahs.

then went to town to meet the others agn.
caught superman.
wasn't tht bad larh.
it was fine,
just rather long winded.

so yeaps my movie ended ard 12.30?
thankfully caught the last bus home
(:

it'll had been dreadful catching the nr5.
cos it's totally ex.
$3.
so yeahs.

pretty much tired now.
gonna slp soon!

hahas!
so my week: not so good/bad

yeaps basically screwed myself up in basically everything this week,
hehs test and stuffs.
ah dun wanna talk about it.

hahas
TTFN (:


i'm coming back to the heart of worship

sherlyn! hahas yes i could! hahas but for the sake of devan, perhaps not! tahas! i haven't seen you girl since ur birthday! how are you? we must meet up some time soon yeah! ((: take caree!

cheryl koh! HUGGY HUGS HUGS BACK! (((:

okays so i've just baked some brownies.
sadly they were just a little burnt,

some idiot left the temperature to 225.
when i baked brownies they were supposed to be 175!
so yeah.
perhaps i'm the idiot i didn't check.

thankfully i checked soon enough,
so they were saved.
(:

yeaps so friday was somewhat fine.
lessons were i suppose, better.
prob cos i only had like one book lesson.

yeahs.
after sch had lunch at pizza hut.
hahas with my girls.

then the stupid food took so long.
in the end they had to compansate us with a regular pan pizza
(:
hahas so the 15mins guarantee does work (:


yeah later got back to sch.
played cards.
monkey bars.
blahs and fun.

left sch about 8?
slept pretty late i know.

woke up very early today,
though i still overslept.

was supposedly the latest but the earliest instead.
ironically.

then had the lecture,
boy the worst thing you could ever do to aileen is make her sit for a lecture on a saturday morning without sleep!

cos she will defintely sleep for sure.
so yeah i slept throughout.

later had the teabreak,
the catered food wasn't tht bad.

later i left early for the match.
snr julia's daddy fetch the five of us there.
how sweet (:

yeah so we played cards.
and i was king throughout!
triple smiles!
(: (: (:

yeah then was the match.
a pretty close one.
but we still won in the end
(:
29-32

so tht was the last match for national league.
i had fun throughout all this matches.
those late night cabs and stuffs
a memorableone (:

later towned with my girls agn.
it was much fun.

reached home pretty late.
so yeaps now i've got to hurry slp.

church/ cip tml at 7.30!
gahs.

my slp,
GONE!
):
SADLY.

alrites then,
TTFN! (:


cheryl koh! hahas oh wells, hopefully! okay thanks! i'll try (: LOVEYAA! (:

sherlyn! hahas hey you asshole we've got a score to settle! hahas you didn't tell me bout the family day @ the zoo! hahas! stupid girl. but fine i'll forgive you, cos i also couldn't make even if you had asked me to go! hahas! okays okays see you soon girl! TATAS! (: